Hiding here, Hoping this will finally give me peace Pretty please Readying, practicing the damage on my cheek I'm not about to crumble I'm not about to cave I'm not about to paint you a picture So you'll see me You don't bleed like I do You don't feel what I do You don't live in this awful place You don't know the darkness like I do With any luck, I've allowed for all the time I'll need Pretty please Deep enough, at least as far as I can feel I'm not about to fumble I'm not about to fail I'm not about to scream bloody murder So you'll Hear Me You don't know the darkness but I do