Tryna change the subject but I can't
Got me thinkin' that I can
You know that I'm tryna be the man
Always had a plan
Cookin' while I'm puffin' on the plant
Bitch I'm so fly I cannot land
I'm under the sand
Promise that you cannot understand
You said that you tryna know the plan
I say that you can't
Yea they know that Imma business man
Choose up (Choose up)
Got me tryna get my blues up (Blues up)
Always winnin' you a loser (Loser)
You got a hoe you might lose her (Lose her)
And I'm scared that I grew up (Blew up)
Got me scared that I screwed up (Screwed up)
Now I'm tryna make a move up move up (Move up)
Tryna make it to the top top top
How the fuck you say you ride but you really won't
Say you care about my life but you really don't
Tryna flush away the pain when I'm really stoned
I thought I was at a high but I'm really low
Really speaking on my mind every time I make these songs
Say I love you like I do but honestly I really don't
And I'm tryna heal the pain I can't find a way to cope
I was at the top now I'm fallin' off a slope
How the fuck you say you wanna go live with me
Then whisper to your friend like you lied to me
They say that you had a bad day and you ain't lookin good
I'm like baby you look fine to me
Now hittin' up my phone I'm like finally
In the night smokin' loud moving silently
Sorry that I'm not the man that I tried to be
Not my fault you ain't ever seen this side of me
Cuz I'm a different person when I'm all alone
Got me switchin up my flow you know what I'm on
So how the fuck you gonna say that I'm monotone
I don't wanna talk I'm talkin to my microphone
Got me pourin' out my heart when I'm on a song
You think that I need your help but I really don't
You and me we not the same I'm on a different zone
Never needed help I do this shit all on my own
I don't even fuck with you no more
Day 1 girl I knew you was a hoe
But I let all of my feelings take control
Gotta keep my feelings on the low
Said I loved you but I really don't
Lookin at my fit I be fly than a bitch
Zoom fast on the road 105 in this bitch
That's okay got the boys we gon' vibe in the whip
Puffin' gas livin' good hella high than a bitch yea
How the fuck you say you ride but you really won't
Say you care about my life but you really don't
Tryna flush away the pain when I'm really stoned
I thought I was at a high but I'm really low
Really speaking on my mind every time I make these songs
Say I love you like I do but honestly I really don't
And I'm tryna heal the pain I can't find a way to cope
I was at the top now I'm fallin' off a slope