Only 15 done a lot of things that I wish I didn't do
Every time that I'm pickin' up the phone yea it's always bad news
I know that I can't win forever and ever so I had to lose
I know I hate livin' my life but I guess that I cannot choose
I think everybody know what I'm sayin' but I ain't sayin' it
I think everybody think Imma change but I ain't changing
I thought the pain I had was bad until I felt painless
Tryna remember everything back then but it's faded
Now I be takin' all the fuckin' steps
I'm walkin' a mile
And you love talkin' all that shit
But you copyin' my style
On my grind everyday to the top
You know it's takin' a while
I don't even got the fuckin mood nowadays to even put on a smile (Nah, nah, nah, nah)
I don't even wanna talk
I just wanna smoke, leave me alone
Everybody wanna make a song like me
They all my clones
There's a huge gap between me and you
Let me tell you what I'm on
You just talk about the money and shit
I'm really livin' my songs
And I'm getting a lot better and I'm reaching my goals like I was a goalie
I don't even play football when I'm makin' my songs, no I don't go deep
And that boy a foot tall, and he talkin' bout me but he don't even know me
How the fuck you gon' tell on the crew like damn I thought you my homie
I ain't even at home but they be playin' my songs like I was the home team
I wish I was at home but I now that I'm gone I never thought I would be lonely
Whole squad in the cut now it's just me I'm feelin' it slowly
And I'm makin these songs and puttin' em out fast I'm just tryna be lowkey
I thought everything was gonna be fine that's what they all said
I don't care care about the money drip or none of that nonsense
I thought I had it inside me but I know that I lost it
I ain't ever gonna be the same yea that's the real shit
(Only 15 done a lot of things that I wish I didn't do)
(Every time that I'm pickin' up the phone yea it's always bad news)
(I know that I can't win forever and ever so I had to lose)
(I know I hate livin' my life but I guess that I cannot choose)
(I think everybody know what I'm sayin' but I ain't sayin' it)
(I think everybody think Imma change but I ain't changing)
(I thought the pain I had was bad until I felt painless)
Tryna remember everything back then but it's faded