That last summer, could you feel it? Making cuts we couldn't heal Pink lips, soft skin on you, baby Riding high on love that felt unreal That night we got drunk in the museum We spent money that we didn't have Pushing all that powder 'round the table I miss you but I don't want it back like that I am happier now, you're not around All the good that I found Now that we're buried in the ground I see you out, I think about All those sensations The good and bad The big nights and hard conversations Don't wanna call someone at midnight And with each night like it's a war I don't ever want to love somebody So much that it makes me wanna die Running barefoot, bloody in the light Wondering if they're gonna leave me when and why I am happier now, you're not around All the good that I found Now that we're buried in the ground I see you out, I think about All those sensations The good and bad The big nights and hard conversations Let me be yours once more Let me be yours once more Let me wake up with you Let me brake up with you Let me get by at you Let's just survive Are you happier now, I'm not around? Feel like I am allowed Now that we're buried in the ground I see you out, I think about All those sensations The good and bad The big nights and hard conversations I see you out, I think about (are you happier now?) All those sensations The good and bad (are you happier now?) The big nights and hard conversations