I I am In Ruins Drifting In Darkness Like candles in the distance Gone Forever Floating on the black Expanse Universe is fragments Pulled apart forever Lost to The cosmic Abyss Lift up The sky Fall to earth Have to close my eyes To expel the hurt Awake I suffer Asleep I'm dead Nothing left to live for Wish I was gone I'm where I don't belong This body I'm where I don't belong This mind Devoid of my being I'm where I don't belong This earth Born Abandoned Rot Consumed Gone Forged Poisoned Lost Empty eyes Gone Devastation Wash it away The trauma of birth Desolation Internalize the Promise of death Can't keep Going No more Can't go Keep Holding on There is Nothing for Me Can't keep Going No more There is Nothing for Me There is Nothing Left of me Except for ruins Buried beneath all the lies Is a spark of truth and a glimpse of the sky All your worth Is based on lies I'm buried beneath it Can't find truth, so I drown myself inside