Only blood remains of chaos Silent death is creeping fast Nothing keeps me from insanity Is this the first step or the last breath? When I guess I hate myself and you can push my pain away You're the knife within my vains – A cold edge that can calm me down MODIFICATION No way to vanish I never died before Slow modification Of your natural born panic syndrome Broken silence and busted walls Higher ground and empty thoughts Scared to cry and afraid to die All alone and no place to hide When I guess I hate myself and you can push my pain away You're the knife within my vains – A cold edge that can calm me down REFRAIN Alone and dying, thousand miles from home I never felt so broken and alone Turn my face to the ground and moan My comrades blood paint the stone Just a trigger-move away from doom The gun is loaded, I know what to do No strenght to fight on the struggle of my life If I'm leaving here, no one will ever care But I don't go on my own, this is not my style I will take some lifes with me – no guts, no glory