I am what I have done
Cursed to be a whore
I will swim in the filth with anyone
It's the only thing I'm good for
This first time I could not resist
Soon you found a way to take control of this
The first time I did not exist
As dead as god in a world of piss
I've grown immune to hell
Please don't let me wake up again
Everyday you show me new ways to pollute myself
Then you break me just to see how far I could bend
This first time I could not resist
Soon you found a way to take control of this
The first time I did not exist
As dead as god in a world of piss
It's no longer alive
I know because I watched it die
Nail me to a cross ashamed
Tomorrow I will leave this world the way you came
I will color the walls with my ugly stain
The only trace of a life spent searching to give in to the pain
This first time I could not resist
Soon you found a way to take control of this
The first time I did not exist
As dead as god in a world of piss
Why did you lie to me
You put this inside of me
Why did you lie to me
Here is my impiety