There's something in the way again Pulling close to me There's nothing left inside again The other dose was free Nobody knows I'm sinking down Nobody knows I'm sinking now There's something in my head again This ringing in my ears There's nothing but what's dead again My feeding fucking fears Nobody knows I'm sinking down Nobody knows I'm sinking now Nobody knows I'm sinking down She let me out Nobody knows I'm sinking down It's already got me It's already part of me It's something bigger than me Something I've never seen And I'm sinking I don't want to go inside If light is on the inside why can't give in Nothing to be proud of Why can't I begin God is on the inside why can't get in Nothing to be proud of Why can't I be him Bride of my steel machine Hey god help me For once help me Spill me hey god For once hell me This nightmare never ends