What I left, what I need What I'm supposed to be Don't really want it anymore It's so black in my thoughts I try some evil charms Where is the light, the open door To relieve my heart Die now, release me now Right now, reveal me now Die now, release me now If I'm sincere, you'll disappear Vanishing in the air And leaving for nowhere Will there be someone to remind? When the wounds in my heart The blows have made me blind There is a light in front of me In the after dark Die now, release me now Right now, reveal me now Die now, release me now If I'm sincere, you'll disappear What I care, what i dream Another wasted realm I do not really want it now All I could never say All these words in my head Where is the light, the open door To relieve my heart