I've kept it bottled up inside This pain... unforgivng The imperfection is much too shy To dominate me, control me I see it's much too late I bitch from head to toe about this sweet embrace And how it faltered The wickedness that followed as the "we" turned "I" Finally overflowed Taking the time to call out the tears Waiting for it to fall, all the years Pushing for me to leave it all behind Forcing me to believe I'll never find Painting over your name in blood To set the permanence free Though I cut the scars to mask the scars you left behind It still lingers Taking the time to call out the tears Waiting for it to fall, all the years Pushing for me to leave it all behind Forcing me to believe I'll never find