I feel like I'm nothing, I feel like I can't be What everyone says that they wish that I could be I feel like it's over, I feel like I'll never Get out of the box that I put myself in I'm deteriorating, dissolving and fading I'll turn into nothing 'Cause everything new is deteriorating It's infuriating and humiliating Don't know what to do I have these wings, a simple heart A floating day, a flameless light of love And it burns so brightly inside me I can't see it, I can't touch it 'Cause it's so damn far away But I know that I can make it It'll warm me up someday It's a misunderstanding, and it's so degrading To say that I'm nothing, 'cause that is absurd And I'm not concentrating on intoxicating My mind with these terrible words These terrible thoughts that are not enough They will never make me drown And the only thing that's deteriorating Are the chains that held me down I'm ameliorating