After midnight, in the grey morning I will my eyes to open and I put my feet on the floor In my bones I've got a deep malaise Yeah I ache when I wake up and when I walk out the door But I feel good I feel okay Because I've got a pill waiting for me at home at the end of the day And I feel hungry, like the walking dead I don't know where I'm going and I don't know where I've been I hear an echo, a resounding bell Some kind of deep seated, self-loathing, subconscious spell But I feel good I feel okay Because I've got a pill waiting for me at home at the end of the day I do my best not to miss you I do my best not to miss your love I can't help thinking about you I never wanted to give you up