I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not I'm always so hungover, it's a lot And I know, I should quit But it's so hard to admit I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not I wish that I could put you down But all I wanna do is drown I hate the way you make me feel But you're the only way that I can deal With all my past mistakes You help me just escape I wish that I could put you down But all I wanna do is drown I don't know how I would survive Without you in my life Maybe I'm not alright I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not I'm always so hungover, it's a lot And I know, I should quit But it's so hard to admit I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not Sometimes I have to ask myself Why I put myself through hell Dependency is so, so cruel It pushes me to break all my rules Like don't give in to that When you're upset or sad But honestly, I'm not that strong I just wanna know where I went wrong I don't know how I would survive Without you in my life Maybe I'm not alright I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not I'm always so hungover, it's a lot And I know, I should quit But it's so hard to admit I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not (Yeah, I'm not) (Yeah, I'm not) (And I know, should quit) (But it's so hard to admit) (I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not)