I don't want to run from what I can't handle How can I admit to you I've been wrong? I'm so sick and tired of giving up pushing off things I need when I know it's good for me I got hurt but it went away and conversations I should have but I cannot face em And I can't run from my mistakes Cause they're running after me Oh I'm trying to find something Something more Something more Oh I'm trying to find something Something more Something more Oh I'm trying to find something Find Oh I'm trying to find something Find It's hard for me To give what I got To be what I'm not To handle my thoughts Cause all I see Is what I don't got And that's the worst part Cause really there's a lot And I'm struggling to find a reason to be me Cause nothing that I see is real But maybe if I try to bury things inside I'll buy myself some time to heal Oh I'm trying to find something Something more Something more Oh I'm trying to find something Something more Something more Oh I'm trying to find something Find Oh I'm trying to find something Find I don't want to run from what I can't handle How can I admit to you I've been wrong? I'm so sick and tired of giving up pushing off things I need when I know it's good for me