Disdain has led me to be distant Until this mind is tattered and torn Beneath this endless motion of times progress I don't know who I am anymore I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become my state of mind I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become what I could find Existence from my indifference Sentiment to apathy Consuming a past moving all too fast As it's slowly consuming me I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become my state of mind I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become what I could find I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become my state of mind I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become what I could find I went searching for something inside I needed all of this time I went searching for something inside I went searching for something inside I needed all of this time I went searching for something inside And never returned I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become my state of mind I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become what I could find I'm giving into the absence that has become life Has become my state of mind I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become what I could find I'm giving into the absence that has become life Has become my state of mind I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become what I could find I'm giving into the absence that has become life Has become my state of mind I'm giving into the absence that has become my life Has become what I could find