I grieve the connotations of your name I remember when I realized that they'll never be the same I understand the difference in the way we frame events That led to pain that I have yet to tame But is it really broken If it can break again And if I could travel way back then And if I had the chance to warn her I'd hold back my tears And I'd hold my tongue I'd hold my tongue I'd hold my tongue And I wouldn't say It only ends in pain No wisdom to be gained You'll never wanna try again You'll never wanna make another friend So pick someone safer Someone you like less Darling, this'll turn into a mess You've always been a mess Whatever we had went from Apples to oranges, dust to dust I'll finish this chapter alone if I must Apples to oranges, not much in between I blinked and must've missed the transformation it seems Apples to oranges, I don't have regrets I won't believe that kind eyes are nothing but threats Apples to oranges, I'm glad that I cared 'Cause now I know that heartbreak isn't too much to bear I grieve the connotations of your name I remember when I realized that they'll never be the same I fight the thoughts that tell me I'm to blame And I resist the urge to hope that you feel shame I wish you had a better reason I really could've used just one more season You told me it's normal, but I already know I've spent my whole life watching how other people go Do you remember saying, "not just willing happy" Well I think I know exactly When you stopped being willing But when did you stop being happy? When did this go from Apples to oranges, dust to dust I'll finish this chapter alone if I must Apples to oranges, not much in between I blinked and must've missed the transformation it seems (I miss the apples) Apples to oranges, I don't have regrets (I miss the, I miss the kind eyes) I won't believe that kind eyes are nothing but threats (I miss the apples) Apples to oranges, I'm glad that I cared 'Cause now I know that heartbreak isn't too much to bear