We swapped spit, not in the way I wanted And I don't know what I want If I'm really being honest Maybe it's nothing Maybe it's nobody Maybe the wanting Is all that I really need Always Pursuing a pretty impossible Cause when shit is possible theres a chance of succeeding Maybe I did it all wrong Am I who I'm supposed to be I've started doubting it You've started asking me When will you find the right word? That last one you'll ever need And I don't think there's a word that means everything and nothing Do I just pull pranks on myself? Trick my subconscious mind Into dreams of a different life Am I supposed to be someone else?