I'll do the dishes All by myself I'll clean the house Without anyone's help I'll do the dishes All on my own I'll make this place Feel like home I feel hopeless Feel like a mess Don't let anybody do it for me I know what's best I want to let go And feel free I know I'd miss you Will you miss me It's not enough To want to be Not alone More than me It's something bigger We'll grow to learn Maybe someday My heart you'll earn Yeah I'm a dirtbag I'm a piece of shit I'm a jerk sometimes And I'm not proud of it I'll get tired Of all this self hating talk I'll do better I'll go take a walk I feel fucked up I feel fine It's time for me to figure out Which feelings are mine I'll do better I'll try real hard But it won't matter If I don't promise my heart It's not enough To want to be Not alone More than me I want to love you I want to cry I feel so lonely I want to die I'll do the dishes All by myself I'll clean the house Without anyone's help I'll do the dishes All on my own I'll make this body Feel like home