Lately things have been harder than before My brain and heart don't seem to work right anymore This winter will take everything that's left This winter will take everything I've got left I'm killing time with thumbtacks and rubber bands It's something more cause I've got blood on my hands This winter will take everything that's left This winter will take everything I've got left And the way they take it all I found myself somewhere else after the fall Ooooooh A year of losing control of everything Really does a person I think I'm healing and I'm trying to get up I'm crying and I'm trying to get up I couldn't see what I am seeing now I've been looking from down here on the ground, asking how I'm healing and I'm trying to get up I'm crying and I'm trying to get up And the way they take it all I found myself somewhere else after the fall I can't take it back I can't take it back I can't take back what I never had