I'm dropping out of school to find a job And once I've saved enough, you know I'll quit my job I'm so tired I can hardly breathe I'm counting down the days til I can leave Out of here, out of here, out of here I used to blame my parents for the ways in which I exist But it's not their fault how the world treats children who are mixed And I swear people would listen to my songs If I were a white boy acknowledging that I'm wrong But I'm not, but I'm not, but I'm not I pray to god I'll stop being such a fuck up And I won't have to smother my screams I pray to god I'll believe in something bigger So I'll stop dying in my dreams And I'm waiting for the day that I'm declared insane It's every day that I'm in pain It's almost every day that I don't want to stay Well, I just want to hear that it'll be okay We'll be okay, we'll be okay, we'll be okay