Everyone's a liar even when they tell the truth And i'm not holding my breath anymore 6,699 dollars, that's what they're keeping me alive for In the back of a cop car with my blue scrubs on On the way to the psych ward Said i was too fucked up Said i was spiraling out Said i had to many guns in my drawers But i am a threat so you should treat me like that Keep your distance at least Find me crying in the corner head in my hands Watching revenge of the sith on dvd Said i'm a blank slate baby with nothing to lose And it finally happened, i'm wearing lace-less shoes But no one will visit just like my prediction In 2019 in the bridge of overreaction Said i could move to Maine, maybe Start a cult, maybe Buy a house, maybe Keep it cold in the winter I'm saving money I am thinking a lot I am doing the research i am comin in hot And i am talking again Crying a whole lot less cuz when you wanna die they give you medicine But something is stuck in my throat Something is choking me out Guess i've lived a little longer Than i was allowed Something is stuck in my throat And i am gasping for air Guess i've lived a little longer And i was unprepared