Do you remember being choked in front of 10 or 20 people?
Everyone said it looked so good
And I don't think that anyone could ever really touch this and even if they wanted to
I don't think that they could
But it's alright and it's ok
Packed up all of your things and moved to the city
And did better on your first try than any of us could or ever will
But I know you could do better than that
And I know you could do worse and you have
October 31st, 2020's sneakin up on you but you knew that
And I know I got a little Tom Wayne Gacy Jr. somewhere deep in my bones
The jealousy that I feel when I'm very angry is something I can't control
And it's alright to feel that way sometimes but it's constant it's sharp and it hurts
I wanna cut you into little pieces and watch those pieces burn
But I know you could do better than that
And I know you could do worse and you have
October 31st, 2020's sneakin up on you but you knew that
Where would I go if I'd taken that path, where would I be if I'd taken that track
Would I be here right next to your side would you be here right next to mine
Oh the violence and the substance abuse and the silence that I'm getting from you is leaving my ears Ringing and I don't think that they'll ever be normal
No I don't think that I'll ever be normal
Keep your head up this time we'll make it through the year
Might lose a little blood but things will be better here
Keep your chin up kid we made it this far
The skin we lost along the way will be replaced by battle scares
Keep your head up this time we'll make it through the year
Might lose a little blood but things will be better here
Keep your chin up kid we made it this far
The skin we lost along the way will be replaced by battle scares
Where would I go if I'd taken that path, where would I be if I'd taken that track
Would I be here right next to your side would you be here right next to mine
Oh the violence and the substance abuse and the silence that I'm getting from you is leaving my ears Ringing and I don't think that they'll ever be normal
No I don't think that I'll ever be normal