Taking out my anger on my friends Keep it pent up in my head I don't have a tower to defend Do their feelings change when I'm not around? Hardly ever at the party Ask me if I'm okay? hardly Feelings change and people grow The hardest part is learning to let go Layered in sarcasm Falling through the chasm I'm chasing what's beneath But I can't seem to swim that far Chase it down with another drink Who gives a fuck 'bout what they think Chase it down with another drink Who gives a fuck 'bout what they think I do, I do, I do ♪ 'Cause it's like 19 years I've told myself that this was for the best With my ego filled with bullet holes and my hands held to my chest And if I wasn't such a coward this needle would have another thread And if I weren't so superficial this chapter would have a different end Layered in sarcasm Falling through the chasm I'm chasing what's beneath But I can't seem to swim that far Chase it down with another drink Who gives a fuck 'bout what they think Chase it down with another drink Who gives a fuck 'bout what they think I do, I do, I do I do, I do, I do