I ache I'm at the bottom of the bottle and I can't shake I got a feeling in my bones Won't be here longer than I have to Lot less stronger than I used to be Got a long road ahead of me (Sometimes I-) 'Cause I'm wasting away and I got nothing to show I've been getting so high, so I stop feeling as low as I have I wish you had my back There'd be so many nights That I would spend all alone With a tear in my eye And memories on my phone I don't know Where to go From here I been shining lights In the lighthouse My whole life been stuck In the dark, will he ever make it out? Let's find out Mom should've put me in timeout just a little longer I can't even cry now I hope she see me gettin' stronger Swim with perfect strides now I'm in open water Really wanna die now, I can't even call her Shorty wanna dine out but I'm losing my appetite All this self-isolation surely can't make me a socialite I ache I'm at the bottom of the bottle and I can't shake I got a feeling in my bones Won't be here longer than I have to Lot less stronger than I used to be Got a long road ahead of me (Sometimes I fall asleep and wish I don't wake up, sometimes)