The ground is crumbling beneath my feet
All I valued in life seems to be obsolete
All I thought was important is now turning to dust
And the people around me make me choke with disgust
Whatever I stand for is only good to rile them
Feeling like a sane person locked up in insane asylum
Where everyone seems to think exactly the opposite
Maybe shoulda failed my IQ test so it wouldn't be positive
Maybe the reason is I would never give up on my freedom
Or that I challenged your god is never there when you need him
May be it's cuz I want to crush my head against the wall
To stop altogether being able to think of it all
And would rather do that than drown my brains in alcohol
Killing glimpses of reason that just started to crawl
Or is it that I wouldn't sell the truth for a lump of bread
That's the basic values I had since I was born and bred
This aint another world I'm not a mental amputee
I live this hell while you're trying to disregard reality
I'd rather take the pain than be defeated
People are thrown shit at and all they do is just eat it
I will never feel fine
I'm feeling insecure
Neurotic and exiled
I will never feel fine
I'm feeling insecure
Neurotic and exiled
Look
Keep my mask on
I got nothin underneath of it
Staring at the wall
Blurry vision barely seeing shit
Turn the lights off
I'll pretend im really free of it
Gotta latch on
To the fantasy of leaving this
Place, that I've made, by myself, can't be saved
Man I'd say, that ive changed, but i'm staying the same, uh
Separate the art, from the artist man I'm trying to
If i pass away my alter ego's gon' be dying too
Take a step back
And another and another one
On the wrong track
Train coming and you wanna run
Pick up the slack
Swear to god it feel impossible
I got hella sin on my hands
Its unwashable
Best catch on, 'fore i say my final words
I'll be burning with the demons I'm not flying with the birds
It's too late for salvation
Fucked reputation
Never turnin back from all this shit I'm not escaping
I will never feel fine
I'm feeling insecure
Neurotic and exiled
I will never feel fine
I'm feeling insecure
Neurotic and exiled