It's been so long
Since the curtains
On my windows were open
I burn a hole in everything I own
Cause I been smoking
Too much
But somehow it's
Not enough
Confessing things I shouldn't
I've been getting way too honest
Confront them with a smile
Waging wars in total silence
Falling
Over the edge
Or am I
Still standing
Take a breath
And a step back
It's been so long
Since you felt that
Helpless and so sad
But you've come
Far from your past
Take a breath
And a step back
It's been so long
Since you felt this way
It's been so long
It's been so long
It's been so long
Since ending it
Felt like my
Only option
I've come to grips
That I might
Never find a way to
Stop these thoughts
It's hard
To move on
I've lost too many friends
To know by now
That It's not worth it
Don't leave
Please
Take a breath
And a step back
It's been so long
Since you felt that
Helpless and so sad
But you've come
Far from your past
Take a breath
And a step back
It's been so long
Since you felt this way
It's been so long
It's been so long
It's been so long
For so long I
Felt so helpless
For so long I
Felt so selfish
For so long I
Felt so reckless
But no longer
No longer
Take a breath
And a step back
It's been so long
Since you felt that
Helpless and so sad
But you've come
Far from your past
Take a breath
And a step back
It's been so long
Since you felt this way
It's been so long
It's been so long
For so long I
Felt so helpless
For so long I
Felt so selfish
For so long I
Felt so reckless
But no longer
No longer