Will I live to see 30? I don't know and I wonder why I think about it all day I think about it all night Will I live to see 30? I don't know and I wonder why My world turns, too slowly Like a blur and it's passing by Come Monday, come Tuesday It's my life and I'm losing Am I wasted? Hold on tight Hold on tight, hold on tight I'm too scared to feel alive Feel alive, feel alive (feel alive) Will I live to see 30? I don't know and I can't decide Which way's up, which way's down And does it matter if I'm wrong or right? Come Monday, come Tuesday It's my life and I'm losing Am I wasted? Hold on tight Hold on tight, hold on tight I'm too scared to feel alive Feel alive, feel alive 'Cause I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel a thing Am I wasted? Hold on tight Hold on tight, hold on tight, hold on tight I'll drown my heart and destroy my mind I thought of this about a thousand times How would it feel if I end it tonight? Or should I wait till I'm 29? I'll drown my heart and destroy my mind I thought of this about a thousand times How would it feel if I end it tonight? Or should I wait till I'm 29? Am I wasted? Hold on tight Hold on tight, hold on tight I'm too scared to feel alive Feel alive, feel alive 'Cause I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel a thing Am I wasted? Hold on tight Hold on tight, hold on tight Am I wasted? Hold on tight Hold on tight, hold on tight, hold on tight