It's time I got up and out of this 5th floor prison And went and did something else I've been sick of everything for so long That now I'm even sick of myself I'm going to call up some old friends I used to know Although they never come around much now But I can't blame them who wants to listen to Me talk about you for hours I'm going to start living again if it kills me If it's the very last thing I do I'm going to make a splash and that's so sure And purge myself from you I blew the dust of my little black book and called Sonya Cause she was always good for a smile But when I whispered sweet nothings into her phone They meant sweet nothing to her Then I tried Sally & Sue with nothing better to do But they were turning tricks out at Disneyworld In desperation I called Mona But her mom said she was out with her girls I'm going to start living again if it kills me If it's the very last thing I do I'm going to make a splash and that's so sure And purge myself from you Sunday or Monday, I can't remember I never know what day it is Tuesday, Wednesday all I have are Blue days run in to each other I'm going to start living again if it kills me If it's the very last thing I do I'm going to make a splash and that's so sure And purge myself from you I'm going to start living again if it kills me If it's the very last thing I do I'm going to make a splash and that's so sure And purge myself from you I'm going to start living again if it kills me If it's the very last thing I do