Tell me why I'm like this
Close up when I touch your body
Don't you think
That I'm better off dying?
Got too many questions
I will never answer
Try to stay afloat
But I keep on sinking faster
Close up
When I touch your body
Don't you think
That I'm better off dying?
Got too many questions
I will never answer
Try to stay afloat
But I keep on sinking faster
She told me to come over
I mean, why not?
Didn't hesitate
I mean, why would I?
I like to hear her talk
It was just fine
If that was the only thing
We did that night
Rest her head
On my chest
Didn't say a word
But it made me smile
No sleep
My eyes were blood shot
Think I kept you up
But you didn't mind
She told me to come over
I mean, why not?
Didn't hesitate
I mean, why would I?
I like to hear her talk
It was just fine
If that was the only thing
We did that night
Rest her head
On my chest
Didn't say a word
But it made me smile
No sleep
My eyes were blood shot
Think I kept you up
But you didn't mind
Right or wrong
I've been waiting for my turn
Don't know what I've got to do
But I'll get what I deserve
I spent so much time
To try and heal myself
I won't hurt you but
I've been so much worse
So tell me what
I need to tell myself
Don't know what you want
I've been trying to figure it out
Look at me
I'll tell you how it feels
Don't know if it's right
I've been trying to figure it out
(I've been trying to figure it out
I've been trying to figure it
I've been trying to figure it out
I've been trying to figure it)
Right or wrong
I've been waiting for my turn
Don't know what I've got to do
But I'll get what I deserve
I spent so much time
To try and heal myself
I won't hurt you but
I've been so much worse
So tell me what
I need to tell myself
Don't know what you want
I've been trying to figure it out
Look at me
I'll tell you how it feels
Don't know if it's right
I've been trying to figure it out