I want stability with no strings attached 'Cause I'm the burnt out kid at the back of the class When all the kids would point and laugh at my weight And I'd be clenching my fist hoping to Put it through the back of their face I hope you all die A very painful death my friends 'Cause when that bell rings No the nightmare doesn't end it just begins It's been a long time coming I just want one household to grow up in And everything looks better With my face buried deep in my warm black sweater It's time, gotta stand up for myself Hey, can you hear me? I need help Do people just forget the things That happened when they were a kid Or should they carry over and be fresh In their minds to shape how they live? Hey, you yell at me Tell me all the things that you want me to be You came down the stairs and asked me if I was tough And pushed me against the wall, is this family love? I hit as hard as I could, grabbed my shit and then left Why did I ever think you could love me Enough to give me respect? Now I'm just the kid who didn't find his place And found out all the things you hate Are all the things you can't change