Out on the porch Smoking again with a can in your hand Same as before Thinking of them and but they're holding your man And Id do anything that you asked me to do But for now, you're just hanging out Walking the aisles Pushing your cart while you stare into space Walking a mile Nothing inside and you picture their face And I'm working to be what you wanted today But for now, we're just going out And you're always Looking around And it feels like Everything has to go Hands in the soil Sweat on your face and you're pulling it back Anything more Too much to handle for now its ok And Id wash off your hands and your clothes before bed But for now, you just need a break