Crawling through the fog I don't want to feel any more I'm catching up with my fate I'm opening the door With tricks all around I know that they're coming for me My eyes watering I just can't wait to see What new bad luck's awaiting A soul hopelessly Still is reaching for stars Haunted by my life I sing from afar Karma I feel you owe me Taunted by fate I was hoping for more What I thought was perfect was just a mirage I've dug myself into A hole I now belong in Covering me with old dirt and ashes Morale always low as I sleep the pain away and I hope for minor reprieve One more time Close your eyes Let me control you Held breath Consciously it makes thinking harder for free The pattern won't return until We find an understanding Dynamic thoughts would surely calm me A chance to turn the focus from What should be done naturally to The phase that switches one over Into that new state of being My mind is blackened and random I can see all the day's events Tragically changing form Showing me a new take on things Be it true or just make believe And I know fate is here to watch me fail I find my way out of This dark and winding hallway Can it be real or just an illusion I've been lead on to think that I might survive this path Shall I crawl back into this home that I've grown accustomed To fellow puppets: I've seen the balance