You should never be forgiven If you yourself cannot learn to forgive I have saturated you with my apology Yet you, you offer me no forgiveness Even after the miraculous second chance You were granted by the one who loves you most You're so quick to consider our friendship forever closed You offer me no redemption Because my opinion was unsolicited My assumption was not generous Misery is such a stale artform Happy endings are only premature It's obvious I was a cure for insipidity I stupidly thought differently You don't miss the feelings for me that you used to have Because you can't miss what you never had Hating me is such a clever strategy For his trust to be a certainty I'm not asking you to betray your indifference I just want to be your friend, again And I know your boyfriend wants me dead Because of the mischief that occurred in my bed I wish that you missed me I'm not asking for your love Just more paint on my pinky And a little trivia I wish that you missed me