Smile I guess that I'll be here for a while Desperate I wish that I was a child Oh, this is my final go Oh, this is my final go My final go My final Oh boy, yeah you bet I'm still smiling Look around, how the void is so inviting Lock myself inside my room, I think I'm dying Now my face is wet but I'm not crying I think that's enough of the fighting You think I'm a fake, I just tell you that I'm hiding I don't think you like me What is this I'm signing They tell me to keep it up I'm trying, I'm trying Take it out of my nightstand Oh I bet this'll show them Feel a handle on my skin Then it's gone in a moment I feel alive Oh my Tell me what it takes just get out of here alive Survive Oh, can I make it through this night Oh boy, yeah you bet I'm still smiling Look around, how the void is so inviting Lock myself inside my room, I think I'm dying Now my face is wet but I'm not crying I think that's enough of the fighting You think I'm a fake, I just tell you that I'm hiding I don't think you like me What is this I'm signing They tell me to keep it up I'm trying, I'm trying