You just shut me out Yeah, well, I shut everybody out. Don't take it personally. It's just easier It's also really lonely ♪ I'm pantomiming death to stay afloat when I'm not with you Trapped in spiderweb blankets woven from the gossamer I made my manias change into azaleas That bloomed from all the wounds I never knew that you could save me from Agony in panoramic cannot find the panacea Singing rhapsodies of peace pieces of me atrophied A shattered galaxy we were at an apogee A masterpiece reminding me of things I had but cannot be Dear depression you robbed me of my essence Taught me that I'm ugly with autopsies of my efforts Ever since the day I saw my god upon a stretcher I followed all mirages while I'd fall apart in increments And crawled across the desert just to talk to all the string puppets Suffered through the small talk blanket statements small-pox I'm sinking in My corpse is always covered in your fingerprints I dream I'm in Elysium but wake up to the same And at night sing me a lullaby hey I see the light in your solemn eyes I'll protect you from the world if I can We weren't meant for a normal life