I've never felt so alive as the day I landed You leave a bruise on me, it's never healing You talk so loud as this with no one's listening You're calling out my name, the truth's all faded Where do you want to be When the Lord finds you Begging on your knees Do you want to stay In the dark and cold dear Waiting for the day But I'm not waiting For the saving Of my own demise Of my own demise The winter's come so early, summer's leaving Don't ask me why I'm worried, the summer's sleeping I never felt at home in your homeland of peace I never was alone in my childhood dreams And I don't know how you can see the sun When all of them come down As a man I feel a stranger All in which I made But I'm not one to point the finger Say you ain't gonna be No, you ain't gonna be