Am I a striking scar Or just another faint scratch I ran so far Now I'm impossible to catch Keep me up in the clouds 'Cause I don't wanna come down Then I'll know I never mattered No one wants me around Do me a favor Get me out of my head Let me feel a little pain Let me know I'm not dead They say that they love me I can't trust that they're genuine I'll push you all away I'll just keep running Just give me a reason Give me something to believe in I'm sick of living with a dream That I can't trust Stay for just one season Can't go on if you keep leaving Help me reach for the stars That I know I'll never touch I can scream I can cry But I guess no one's ever listening I can't live, but I can't die Why am I so afraid of everything This path is getting darker with every step that I take And I don't want to give in to this I don't want to break And you have tried To end your life So many times I can't deny But in my spite I check my pride I found a future It seems hopeless Just emptiness But don't forget Through all of it You may regret What you have said But it gets better But you get better