Oh I just wanna have fun
Spending time with friends laughing in the sun
I seem to think of life like I'm the only one
Why do i feel like I should be the only one
Oh I just wanna have fun
No I don't wanna talk on how things are going
I'd rather walk around and think about nothing
I swear just the other day I was glowing
But every other I get lost in unknowing
With my purpose all scattered and drifting
With my thoughts alone hoping and wishing
For a new light to see my life in a way that feels like living for me
Oh I just wanna have fun
Spending time with friends laughing in the sun
I seem to think of life like I'm the only one
Why do I feel like I should be the only one
Oh I just wanna have fun
Spending time with friends laughing in the sun
I only think of life when I'm the only one
Why do I feel like I should be the only one
I'm undeserving
Waiting while the world keeps turning
Responsibility avoidance
I feel like an annoyance
Why can't everything go right
I thought my dreams were meant to be
Oh but I can't go on like this
Some solution better come up quickly
So I could think about the people who are with me
I need new way to be
A new light to see
And a life where I can finally start living for me