I just wanna rock it for the best See, in the aftermath of the lantern light There was the lighted laughter After he had ignited The night life came to a stand-still Till dawn Still-life captured in my quills Still quivering hands Holding my pen And holding man Did become one with the unfolding Zen And then and there I'm cold And don't know how to sell my shares In marionettes made from gold Who wants to be a puppet? Raise your hand Drop your head And grab a bucket Cash the liquid tears and cop a couple of droplets Fuck it Where's the water when I want a drink? Where's the slaughter when I'm on the brink? I want to think about leaving heaven for the very first time Never felt the same way when decay disbursed this line And time is no longer an object of my desires I want to live in between the lines I want to give in and live in a shrine Promote the art of peace and feel increasingly genuine Our loving can taste the ocean It makes an awful good tapestry The soothing motion for my mind's apathy Happily changing time zones and subject matter The latter meaning a decrease in chatter And more patterns And more live drums And more new friends More dependant on myself for more mental growth But it depends On more genital gropes How good I'm feeling More importantly is how I'm dealing With the people I'm meeting Hearts I'm stealing Kiss kiss my sweet cuit I'm basking in the insecurity of your slit wrist Lying listless Not even on the guest list Not a member of the most pious Post fliers Kids my age still on stage Will never mean it all Full of rage Crafted in a cage called high school Foolishly accepted my foolish roll Roving along the hallways Strolling past the Key-master Whose locks I'm holding Halfway to Hell in a basement Taking shop Pacing myself or else Have to stop Slow down It's the middle of the night And might we get a little light Put your hands up for insight Ahhhh Throw your hands up for insight Uhhhh Throw your hands up for insight Lights out Handcuffed and stuffed in a closet Fight and shout And drag them all the way home screaming "Insight Insight I got to try to get it Insight In flight Overwhelm me I won't let it." Please everyone Seek to be smart at least once a week If you can spare the time It bears doing to your brewing mind Beaten black and blue and blind Boast of that in most situations You and I close hugging Telling secrets Want to keep it Mind over matter And those who don't believe in peace Will have their Knees shattered Ask me "To where the trees scattered?" It's not like it really mattered Cause feet splattered Muddy chunks on the walls of concrete jungle With asphalt floors And doors that stay locked And humble men living in fear Guns cocked Tears running Crops grow of sadness Seeded in the springtime Sowing a harvest full of madness Uh huh Uh huh When I yell "Insight" You say "Psychosis" Insight! Psychosis! Insight! Psychosis! When I yell "Kiss me" And you start to kiss me I'll feel it then I'll flow it It's raining It's pissing A glistening liquid That's my brain and If you're straining to wipe your face And Craning your neck to check your game And It's not the same no more That's for sure I'm shocked at the skills exhibited As a derivative Of uninhibited Uninhabited Avid Given at Scribble Jam I saw art walk It's living culture Locked mind A one-way door And you're trapped inside my vision Art could and should be without Inhibition To those who inspired my enlightened condition I was thinking of you just now I hope you listened