Oh It's this time of the year A very So merry Night we hold dear So many So many Regrets bring me to tears Not many Not many Notice or care Oh, my saviour Oh Why does a common fire have so much power? If only we could be Forever naive and pure If only we could lead Painless futures If only there could be a forgiving world ♪ Maybe that was when I chose to stay fallen Lights A star A voice A twisted thought A touch A kiss A distorted dream Ripples A well A stone A multiplying desire A fruit A sin A holy mother I'm infected I'm infected You have invaded And recreated me Stepped over my body Found a sunny spot Curled into a ball Spinning out the silk From my head to toe Inside my warm cocoon I dreamt to be like you Though I know there's no undo What do I have left to lose Split A sky An earth I fell into a crack A birth An egg A freshly opened membrane A cell A rot A face returned to ashes An art A wound A sentient canvas Breaking breaking breaking the shell Breaking out Oh break it now Show me how Show me how Listen up, my broken child Let's lament (Let's lament) Let's lament (Let's lament) The life, the death The good, the bad The never-ending curse we cast Control, control, control, release Control, betray, control, let go Conceal, reveal, unreal, surreal Invoke, evoke, decode, reload Let's lament (Let's lament) Let's lament (Let's lament) The past that only got to live In the incomplete holy land Celestial (Ayiah) We're astral (Ayiou) I'm reborn (Le rheaiah) Total liberation (Katre o lamenta) My tender skin A vagitus song (Essential) I breathed (Eventual) And screamed (Eternal) From my new lungs (Inevitable freeing of the soul)