Yea yea yea Ayeee ah It's Phrv Gotta keep it real Gotta keep it real Cos lately I've been having. These Conversations in my mind Yo I hate the things I find aye Everybody think I'm fine I been dinning at the swine's aye Yo I'm dying up inside Wish I never had to branch aye Someone take me to the vine Cos I missed it as a branch aye Up close and I'm down open This is everything I found hope in Hate to lose it for a piece of cake So this time the hommie gotta learn to bake Yea I do it for my daddy's sake Yo but lately I ain't thinking straight Sometimes I feel I should take a break It feels real to admit that I've been so fake I ain't been home in a minute But I've been here just existing I hate to admit there's a feeling So dark and it's all on my head like a beanie I know that I've been forgiven But mehn it's just hard to accept it Maybe it's all in my head And I'm thinking too much instead of just believing it I know that my pops loves me I know that he gave all he got just to get me The doubt is so strong on me That all the things that I done learn I'm forgetting So help me remember your grace Help me remember your ways when I'm falling short Yo Help me to live by your days, so all they can see is your face when I'm coming up. Cos lately ion don't really understand These thoughts in my head got me running mad I know that you hate this for me I'm getting so fed up myself from having these Cos lately ion don't really understand These thoughts in my head got me running mad I know that you hate this for me I'm getting so fed up myself from having these Conversations in my mind Cos I hate the things I find aye Everybody think I'm fine I been dinning at the swine's aye Yo I'm dying up inside Wish I never had to branch aye Someone take me to the vine Cos I missed it as a branch aye Conversations in my mind Yo I hate the things I find aye Everybody think I'm fine I been dinning at the swine's aye Yo I'm dying up inside Wish I never had to branch aye Someone take me to the vine Cos I missed it as a branch aye (Been having this) Conversations in my head Back and forth they've been going on Sometimes wishing I was dead Don't have to stress about what's going wrong Just cut to the end What is the reason for keeping the story long It's the same road I've been strolling on Though, stuck in a spot playing Pokemon go Tryna capture the thoughts But they grow into actions you asking why I am appalled I get rounds of applause, but I look at the building the stories are so many floors Skyscrapers, I'm grateful grace is quite gracious Blood bought and clean no hiatus But I feel spotted like the dalmatians With Cruella every where I turn Screaming in my dome like a vuvuzela Saying that I never ever could do better And I never will, even though I knew better Selah, And now I be acting it I'm eating with swine not by accident So I'm running back home Daddy be beckoning come every time I be having this Conversations in my mind Yo I hate the things I find aye Everybody think I'm fine I been dinning at the swine's aye Yo I'm dying up inside Wish I never had to branch aye Someone take me to the vine Cos I missed it as a branch aye