Oh I'm still sitting here Holding my breath Hoping you'll forgive what I said Didn't mean to hurt you like that But I overthink And now I'm lost in my regret My friends keep asking how I'm doing I lie and say that everything is fine Ashamed to admit that everything is ruined Cause of my big mouth, cause of my wild mild, I put it all on the line Oh I'm not ok Oooo I'm not ok Oooo I'm not ok Oh you're still standing there Hands in your hair Not sure what to say to me You want me to know it's alright And you understand But I can't get it out of my head My friends keep asking how I'm doing I lie and say that everything is fine Ashamed to admit that everything is ruined Cause of my big mouth, cause of my wild mild, I put it all on the line Oh I'm not ok Oooo I'm not ok Oooo I'm not ok Not Ok