It's been a long walk around this wall, And by the looks of things, I've got a ways to go Almost three years now Have come and gone But my heart is still as heavy as it was I'm at the crossroads of my heart and mind I'm not ready to get over this I'm still fighting it I haven't learned to let go But with some time, I pray, I'll understand It's not permanent I'm not losing you I've seen green pastures from this valley's floor But every color in my life has left my eyes And heards the waters through this raging storm But every stream I've searched has only left me dry I'm at the corssroads of my flesh and my blood and my calling to love was moving us so hard (Hey, yeah) I'm not ready to get over this I'm still fighting it I haven't learned to let go But with some time, I pray, I'll understand It's not permanent I'm not losing you I'm not ready I'm not ready I'm learning how to let go But with some time, I pray I'll understand I'm not losing you I'm not ready to get over this I'm still fighting it I haven't learned to let go But with some time, I pray, I'll understand It's not permanent I'm not losing you I'm not ready to get over this I'm still fighting it