I uploaded my picture
Just to see what it felt like
A digital fixture
In a world that seems so life like
So I type
The way I feel inside that makes me wanna fight
And I try
To not mistake love with anything that might feel like hype
A roll of the dice
I roll up the pain
Took many chances
Wasn't left unscathed
I bled like rain
That washes anew
That feeds the growth and so I grew
It's always pleasure I pursue
Im a flower
Turned out blue
I watched the world
Open up for other people
Like they knew
How to place themselves so natural
Trust I tried
Cause aren't you supposed to be where you belong
Didn't take long to get that I just wasn't
Why it feel so cold
Baby don't you wanna be alone
Things are meant to be that way
Don't you think it's gotta change
I open up
But never whole
I don't remember
I'm getting old
Or are they memories so repressed
A heavy pain that you confess
I tore it down to ease the pressure
Try to cure, we're taking measures
I am tall and I am grand
I don't think you understand
I'm so real that I'm surreal
And I cry cause I can feel
I scream so I can heal
They pray so they can cope
In the end we go in smoke and our emotions what a joke
The funniest one of all you know the one that pushes us to bawl
And roll across the floor laughing, tears are pouring down our cheeks
They hurt so much from smiling you can feel it, for weeks
The best laugh you've ever had
Staggeringly sad
Because it was so present but you know it's never coming back
I watched the world
Open up for other people
Like they knew
How to place themselves so natural
Trust I tried
Cause aren't you supposed to be where you belong
Didn't take long to get that I just wasn't
Why it feel so cold
Baby don't you wanna be alone
Things are meant to be that way
Don't you think it's gotta change