No I won't let myself Take me tonight This is the beginning of my life Oh I can feel you start To change my mind Open me up and take out Anything you find Lay back Relax I'm going to count to three And once I do I command your mind Will open up to me I'll take a look And hit the books To see what plagues you In the mind I'll take a walk inside And let you know of Anything I find One You should feel a little vertigo But nothing Two Severe for you to handle I'm right here There are Three Ways that this may go One is quick and painless The second is slow But the third is rare And that's the one It seems you'll have to bear Get moving This'll hurt a lot Wanna shut down Oh you better not Or you'll go Down destructive roads Close your eyes Breath Don't forget There's a world outside That you haven't met So let's go Even if it's slow And I can hear it every time The demons start to sing I try to find a saving grace But no Everything feels Far too loud and crowded No I won't let myself Take me tonight This is the beginning of my life Oh I can feel you start To change my mind Open me up and take out Anything you find Living deep in my mind I feel I'm starting to go insane Leaving demons behind But they're still sunk deep in my brain Begging me for thing's That'd take you miles past a nightmare Like a fox resisting hunger While the rabbits are right there I don't wanna be the cause For yet another set of claws Do I even Want to escape them The Dark Auras that have Chased me for years Lure me with holographic Beautiful faces And a glimmer of dopamine To bury my fears Same old tune From what seems like a lifetime White flags up And they take me in chains Am I really Holding myself hostage In a fantasy land's illusion Nothing is gained Go away I'm tired of this strangle Go away I'm sick of this lie Go away I'm in love with this angle Go away But I need you to die No I won't let myself Take me tonight This is the beginning of my life Oh I can feel you start To change my mind Open me up and take out Anything you find