I can't bear to see I can barely breathe Too much or not enough I'm walking the line between Apathy so desperately It's so hard to wake up It's so hard to fall asleep I try to close my eyes But flashing lights are all I see I'm in a nightmare And you're in my day dream And it's always something, it's always something I can feel you in today's breeze I can feel your ghost sleeping next to me And it's winter again and there's cracks in my skin Nothing stops the bleeding You turn your cheek A tourniquet, you turn and leave And it's winter again and there's scars on my limbs Nothing stops the bleeding You turn your cheek A tourniquet, you turn and leave