(Why can't things we love) Let's call this our battle of brussels (Stay the same forever?) Cannons and ruin and all While snow piles up outside And i make peace with a bed that isn't mine. I will not forgive your "i will not forget you," - I will hold it in me until I can become nothing (and i will become nothing). I spit blood on the snow. O and how i shook like the san andreas Took to writing all the things i was too afraid to scream, like "I love you" or, "I'm leaving" or "I will never be able to forgive myself for this." And the traffic outside your berlin apartment crests, And city lights turn your windows into explosions of blue and white, And then i crest, And then i break And then i break like waves on your beach And i break like waves on your beach. "Please, don't leave"