I gave her half-hearted head In the space between The blankets and the bed And in the falling dark The sick filled up my head And then my heart When I got home I watched a movie about Siberia The cold reached in She was just like me With expectations that This world could never meet I mean that when I think of love I think of stillness That's ashamed and virginal Pussy willow in a vase Star-colored aments that will stay The same always When I think of you I think of you a long way off When I think of you I think of "you" I think of no one