The blushings again. You ask me in bed if I would be able of being Part of someone some day. If able or willing, I don't even know if I want the life I am living Do you also hate being all alone As much as you miss being on your own? I'm afraid that you won't be here one day But maybe I won't be me one day I wanna be part of a love that's real. So magic and sincere it would bring me close to tears But tell me how If I'm old enough to think But I'm young enough to dream Tell me why Every day that goes by and I try This love looks more like a coffin to me One step closer to death I'm terrified to meet someone that loves me one day One step closer to death Show me how to be us and also me anyway It pains me to feel everything as debris, as if temporary Novelty gets old, it's hard to accept The older I get The clearer it gets A life by your side is the reason I care