This is a curse that I've suffered for many years I don't know
What I will do the next time
Day after day it hurts
Why me?
Will I forget my friends in the end?
Why me?
I keep forgetting things and what's done is done
Dear conscience
I know you're not clear
There are demons in my sleep and my friends lost hope in me
I don't blame them
I can't remember where I parked my car
But I never forget to show love, so please
At least, take that to heart
I hear the snow starts to fall and I forgot to build a shelter
So I say to myself "never again"
But then spring comes and the sun shines on nothing
Cause I forgot to plant my flowers
So I miss the rain in summer and I'm dreading the next mistake
I'm weak and I'm hesitant
One second of clarity followed by days of guilt is what I feel
I hide my face with my hands and I feel sorry for being me
And it seems to be I can't help but repeat the truth to help my mood
I'm a better person when I'm with you
Offer the key to your world so I can
Open doors that will help me stay alive
I'll give back all I can
Words and songs that will make you wish you were not alive
Always when I dream about you I see your smile under the moon
Always when I dream about you I can't believe you love me too